MGW 92 Chandler

May 09, 2008 20:33

All right, I took the quiz. And it turns out I do put career before men.

I remember this episode. I happen to like the show. Quite a bit, actually. Yet, oddly enough, it got me to thinking. About what I've been doing since Kirby Square, about what I should be doing and Nathan's actions as of late. I've thought about my time with Charles, about how I felt working with those that might not have anyone else, whose comfort came from the time I spent with them and what I did for them.

I think I have been putting men before my career. Well, one man but that is neither here nor there. I think it's time to, once more, follow in my brother's footsteps. I need to get back to my career, my plans, myself. I need to remember there's more to my life than clinging to others from a fear of what I saw in the future.

All I can do is be myself, stay true to myself and love those I love. I can't fear that reality, nor can I ever forget it existed. That's the crux, but I'm learning I can cope and bear with this. I really can.
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