Changes

Oct 09, 2005 00:27

Lately people have felt or have become distant from me. A few friends have moved to Chicago for school, and others have felt personally like they will soon fade. A lot of plans I made, have changed and shifted. I've felt alone with my interests, if that makes any sense. The things I'm into aren't shared with a lot of my friends. No one really shows interest into these things I love, and for that I've felt lonesome. I guess since Levi moved, our blog will be updated by no one but myself. I'm fine with that, but we had plans for this short film I wanted to make. With school in the way I'll be lucky if I even start it. But all isn't lost, I still have my persistence and ambition.

Who are those friends that stick with you for life? The few who will remain your friend. Those people who you can keep close and remain close to you until.. when? Does it really last forever? Or is "friends 4 life" just some cheesy pop-cultured phrase? Things are changing all too fast for me. Tony fell in love, Paige moved away, Christina has found someone, and for some reason these things have bothered me in the past. Lately I have come to terms with all but one of them. But nonetheless, it is a change that won't be undone.

I watch peoples' lives develop into something more, all before my eyes. For me, I embark on life like a great adventure just like every other guy. But it'd be nice to get a piece of life's magical candy it's hording away from me and giving off to everyone I'm surrounded by.

On a lighter note, fall is such a beautiful season. It's inspiration to me. I've never been so eager to read and write in all my life. If I could only find the time I think I could cook up something awesome. Maybe I need more interest or possibly even more inspiration.
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