Taylor...
On tuesday one of my really good friends taylor was in a really really bad motorcycle accident and he isnt doing so good. Today I found out that they put him in a medically induced comma and that he'll be in it for 6-8 weeks. He has a 50/50 chance of living now.
This has hit me so hard. Ive been friends with Taylor since like 5th grade. He was my best guy friend all through middle school. And even though we dont talk that much anymore, when we do its like we never missed a beat. You never think that something like this is going to come to pass. I just wasnt prepared for it. It makes everything so surreal and you really do appreciate the friends that you have. You dont take any moment with them for granted. It made all of the stupid argument of last year seem so stupid. I dont even remember what they were about.
So, with that said I just wanted to say to everyone that I am sorry for everything I have ever done that might have upset you. EVER. And Im being paranoid that everyone is pissed at me. Sarah...Im sorry for calling and annoying you today with all of my concerns. I dont know how to handle things. One day Ill be okay, and the next I go bezerk and just being crazy and stupid and self centered and now is not that time for that.
I feel like I need to cry but nothing will seem to come out. I have about a million other things going on in my life and then now, Taylor being in the hospital is just killing me. My ulcer is worse than it ever was and I cant sleep.
Please pray for my friend Taylor. He really needs it.
Thanks,
All of my love,
Jessica
This has hit me so hard. Ive been friends with Taylor since like 5th grade. He was my best guy friend all through middle school. And even though we dont talk that much anymore, when we do its like we never missed a beat. You never think that something like this is going to come to pass. I just wasnt prepared for it. It makes everything so surreal and you really do appreciate the friends that you have. You dont take any moment with them for granted. It made all of the stupid argument of last year seem so stupid. I dont even remember what they were about.
So, with that said I just wanted to say to everyone that I am sorry for everything I have ever done that might have upset you. EVER. And Im being paranoid that everyone is pissed at me. Sarah...Im sorry for calling and annoying you today with all of my concerns. I dont know how to handle things. One day Ill be okay, and the next I go bezerk and just being crazy and stupid and self centered and now is not that time for that.
I feel like I need to cry but nothing will seem to come out. I have about a million other things going on in my life and then now, Taylor being in the hospital is just killing me. My ulcer is worse than it ever was and I cant sleep.
Please pray for my friend Taylor. He really needs it.
Thanks,
All of my love,
Jessica