Piss Off
God I am so fucking sick of sitting at home with my mom and doing fucking nothing. No one ever fucking calls me back or seriously wants to do anything and Im just sick of it.
I need a life. I need my license.
And I dont understand why everyone loves fucking Nivana so much. They are so fucking over rated its not even funny. GOD!!!
No Mom and Jennifer I dont want to go to Target, I said I wanted to get out of the house but that isnt exactly what I had in mind, going to Target with my insane mom and sister, both of them bitching at each other and then at me because Im not having "fun".
I hate watching Matthew, I hate being home with my mom, I hate not being able to drive, I hate my car sitting in my fucking driveway and I cant fucking drive it, I hate my mom not being able to take me places, I hate my dad being too lazy to, I hate my sister being a bitch and not wanting to.
I know Im being selfish here, I know it. But dont you think I deserve it? I have missed out on so much having the parents that Ive had. When I was little my dad worked so hard to support us and even then when never had any money, I could never go to summer camps, I was never in Brownies or Girl Scouts, if one of my friends had a party at some place where you had to pay to get in or to play or something I could never go. Summers and weekends I cant go places because my mom is blind and....I dunno. Im just doing the self pitty thing. Im gunna go so I stop crying.
I need a life. I need my license.
And I dont understand why everyone loves fucking Nivana so much. They are so fucking over rated its not even funny. GOD!!!
No Mom and Jennifer I dont want to go to Target, I said I wanted to get out of the house but that isnt exactly what I had in mind, going to Target with my insane mom and sister, both of them bitching at each other and then at me because Im not having "fun".
I hate watching Matthew, I hate being home with my mom, I hate not being able to drive, I hate my car sitting in my fucking driveway and I cant fucking drive it, I hate my mom not being able to take me places, I hate my dad being too lazy to, I hate my sister being a bitch and not wanting to.
I know Im being selfish here, I know it. But dont you think I deserve it? I have missed out on so much having the parents that Ive had. When I was little my dad worked so hard to support us and even then when never had any money, I could never go to summer camps, I was never in Brownies or Girl Scouts, if one of my friends had a party at some place where you had to pay to get in or to play or something I could never go. Summers and weekends I cant go places because my mom is blind and....I dunno. Im just doing the self pitty thing. Im gunna go so I stop crying.