Metamorph

[heroicdead]

15 years.
15 long years, long hard years.
It's aged me so much,
mummies look alive compared to me.
I am sour and unrepentant.
I am much older then the amount of
days I've lived.

I was a cockroach in my past life
I swear to god I must have
fucked up some bad.
So bad that
I was reincarnated as a depressive,
anxious, human, nothing.
I must have been a terrible cockroach.
I must have raped and murdred other
cockroaches,
must have eaten their heads and eyes and souls.

Must have seen my past catch up with me,
must have seen
my future getting farther away.