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im sitting on my floor trying to keep warm thinking the same thought thats been in mind for a few days now asking myself do i love you jenny and the more i think of it the less i can answer is it just force of habit and can it stilleven be love when its based on the complete opposite of what you are now gone is the sweet caring bright eyed girl that would wait for me and make me laugh and smile despite my hardest efforts to remain cold and stearn thats the farthest thing from what you have become and the further and colder you become the more time and distance apart the more the answer becomes clearer i dont know if i ever really did love you i cant say for sure all i know is ive never felt so strongly and the only way i can even describe it is that the thought of you consumed me now the thought of you and more importantly the person you turned into sickens me im truly disgusted and saddened so the answer is clear i suppose theres only one way to put it i dont love you and i never will again now that the angel i knew is nothing but a ghost and all you swore you would never become is exactly what you are now