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my world is over and all my dreams are crushed just a pointless shallow existance and a waste of space is all that i am i wish i could close my eyes and forget it all instaed of living with this damn pain and feelings of abondonement no matter how hard i tried theres just nothing to ever keep my happiness i loved you and you always leave and i have to heal the same emotional wounds i cant go more than a few hours without thinking of you and breaking down in tears i wish i was blind and then id never have to live with knowing the beauty of ur face and living haunted by it with your absence