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[heroedelkaos]

im reckless more so than ever the feeling of having it all and then loosing makes the stupidest and most idiotioc decisions come as second nature deserted or somewhat lonely roads now are just an excuse to test the limits of my nerves and the luck of the draw is that a cop or just someone driving home from work at the speeds i hit it makes no difference its just a momentary blur all i hear is the song playing and the whir of my engine occasional screeching from the tires as they dig trying to keep traction on a slippery road if i wrecked it owuld have made no differnce for the drive home was as dangeroues and stupid as can be but its done something that i havent felt all week my heart beating and a pulse that isnt numbed
all i can see is your eyes still looking lovingly at me and the warmth of your hand
i cant think of you being gone from me without nausea jenny you'll always be on my mind