I have been thinking about stuff...like always.
I woke up this morning next to my buddy Dillon who is ...the most amazing person in this world. I envy him in every way. It makes me happy knowing he is happy and all , but it makes me a sad that I am nowhere as close to being as amazing as him.
Cool guy that is...
Eh I am sick of being so crappy.
I am on this little personal journey to improve myself and make myself a great person, but I don't think it is working considering I still hate myself. I mean...I am proud of a few things like...my band and my friends...but still...even having the band and my friends I feel left out and alone. I will just continue being myself.
I feel like I don't fit in...am I that crappy of a person?
Cool guy that is...
Eh I am sick of being so crappy.
I am on this little personal journey to improve myself and make myself a great person, but I don't think it is working considering I still hate myself. I mean...I am proud of a few things like...my band and my friends...but still...even having the band and my friends I feel left out and alone. I will just continue being myself.
I feel like I don't fit in...am I that crappy of a person?