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sleep doesn't come and I am about to break. break break break. fuck. no sleep. cannot sleep. snoring person next to me I wish were gone. leave, now.
how should i react? why do i react at all? i was warned. everyone warned me. "you picked a dud" they all said. well fuck man, i guess they were right, and there goes another year of my life wasted with you. wasted. why would you have me waste IT ALL. i never asked for anything more than you being straight up with me.
i do not remember the last time i was this tired, but my body cannot let go, no rest comes. and my mind will not wind down. it did until you got here. i was sleeping, happily and soundly until you got here and drop this fucking shot on me and then pass out. you knew i was tired. why are you here. leave. fuckk. i need to escape. and i need pequad to stop licking her body because i am going to squish her brains out if she doesn't.
how should i react? why do i react at all? i was warned. everyone warned me. "you picked a dud" they all said. well fuck man, i guess they were right, and there goes another year of my life wasted with you. wasted. why would you have me waste IT ALL. i never asked for anything more than you being straight up with me.
i do not remember the last time i was this tired, but my body cannot let go, no rest comes. and my mind will not wind down. it did until you got here. i was sleeping, happily and soundly until you got here and drop this fucking shot on me and then pass out. you knew i was tired. why are you here. leave. fuckk. i need to escape. and i need pequad to stop licking her body because i am going to squish her brains out if she doesn't.