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I feel like grownup things are happening but I don't think it feels right. Things are too rushed and there are too many responsibilities and too many factors. Where did the freedom go? And why are some things speeding up into grownup reality while other aspects are staying in the exact same bullshitty, immature place? When will we all just grow the fuck up. And get the fuck over ourselves. My tiredness is just growing and I cannot catch up with feeling rested. Is this going to continue to just get worse as I get older and older and older? Then we all know what happens.