Jan 09, 2009 15:18
"You and I, left alone cannot be trusted, there's a lust we can't control, slowly undress, chest to chest. And unless I say goodnight, I know we're only gonna go to far. Please, I'm not quite ready for that next level, one kiss and that spells trouble.."
Hey.
Last (and second) day of school. Atleast until monday. I need this litlle... Weekend. To relax.
Emmy presented some ideas for me today. For the dance that we will do later this year. Of course, it'll be to "When I Grow Up", I mean, hehe.
Anyway, she was all like; "Well, I can't do this, and I can't do that, and that and this and this and that", WTF. Can't you do anyyythiiing? She can TOTALLY sing meanwhile dancing, I've heard it myself, and according to me, she can. But she "FEELS" that she can't. Sometimes, and some thoughts and some ways, just makes me go a little... ARGH inside.
Moving on...
Saw Lucas today... OMG. He looked.. As amazing as usual. Not that he can look ugly, but... Yumm. Hehe.
But, I've decided to move on from him. I know I can't get him. He's hotter, more popular and probably has like... A million girls after him. So, why would he care about me? No idea.
Well.
Samuel is better. He's hot, but not that hot that EVERY single girl wants him. Plus that he's alot nicer and funnier. Not that I've ever talked to Lucas, but I'm guessing that he is a jerk since.. He seems like a Jens-type of guy. Or more Joel-type of guy. Well, something like that.
Still obsessing over Robert Pattison. He's SO amazing. Gonna listen to his songs on youtube. He sings really good actually. I like him.
Anyway.
Obsessing over the song "Trouble". It's such a good song. I mean... The lyrics just.. Fit me. In some weird way, I guess. I like it. Actually.
Anyway.
Haven't got much else to say!
Bye my darlings!
Luzz.
when i grow up,
samuel,
lucas,
emmy,
trouble,
britney spears,
dance