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my freedom is finally extirpated by the internship, the one i've yearned for a long time. but unfortunately, my very first day at work left me jaded and with a huge sense of disappointment. i understand that for most internships, the interns are usually delegated nugatory tasks or highly-mundane and trivial documentation work. still, i was not prepared for the humdrum paperwork that was piled onto me...what with my friend telling me that he has been doing the same thing for the past 3 weeks (i was a substitute for a previous intern who has headed for greener pastures)... i simply cannot imagine my next 2 months scanning through and sorting worthless papers, enduring conceited managers and hokkien-sprouting CEO who love to walk on high ropes, surviving without a proper desk and a PC to call my own (at least temporary), and putting up with the pathetic company culture that resulted in high staff turnover...wtf. the wrong company can really kill you mentally and emotionally. i feel so fucked up.
but its only day1. 59 more days to go. i will just see where my luck brings me. but for now, i feel my luck has taken on a wrong turn. unluckily.