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Feb 08, 2008 11:16



I was buried alive. I came back to haunt you. Are you drying to believe I can't go on without you? All we are is too fast for love. We're too young. I hate to love you. The night's gone and you're gone too. But you can't be missed if you never go away. It's the end of a broken heart. I went on without you. I was lost from the start. I did what I had to. You don't know I see. You can't see that I've been drowning without you. I don't know where you've been but I can wash your sins away.


It's never going to be normal for you and me. What you're signing on for is a storm at sea. So if you think you're tough give me all your love and I'll give you every little piece of me. Catch a falling star, you'll go far in the pageant of the bizarre and tonight I'll give you my heart. We will never be a nuclear family but a rainbow will begin at our feet. If you take my hand beware that this boat can run aground making the ocean floor weep. Take a chance on me. You're my remedy.


There's a special place inside my skull where your DNA coats my cerebrum in form of stuttering and drooling. My shredded throat will try to sing for you. What do you say, would you marry me today? The moon will gush all insides-out and my nightmares will go away. What do you say, would you devote yourself today? Like riding out a sinking ship as it lowers into the bay. Please stay. The blood collects and flushes out your cheek bones. I've got this secret garden; You are the only one who knows. I'm stuttering and drooling. My shredded throat will try to sing for you. I'm cutting ties with all the jealous zombies. I need to feel your warm body on me. When the sun goes down and the shadows grow just trust in us and forever know. Please keep holding on to me.


Hey, hey, hey, Mr. Hangman, you go get your rope. Your daughters weren't careful and I fear that I am a slippery slope. Now even when I lay my head down at night after a day I got perfectly right, she won't know. So pray little Kay. Love is just God on a good day. You can't blame your mother. She's trying not to see you as her worst mistake. I wish I could tell you right now but it looks like I won't be around. So you won't know. believe in me. If you think I'll let you down, well I won't. They can fire everything they've got and when you think I'm sunk I will float on and on. I have burned the bush that covered my light. Even though I'm scared I won't burn that bright. We're never going to feel as full as we felt so let's go outside and we'll play "William Tell". Take your time drawing your bead. I'll stand as still as you need. You're so good at talking smack, you heart attack, but you're the apple of my eye anyway. My smiling face, that's on my head, that's on your silver plate. So they say in Heaven there's no husbands or wives. On the say that I show up they'll be completely out of their forgiveness supply. They don't have no telephone. I can't call and tell you that I'm dead and gone, so you won't know .


It's not as if New York City burned down to the ground once you drove away. It's not as if the sun won't shine when the clouds up above wash the blues away. Are we breaking up? Is there trouble between you and I? Did my heart break enough? Did it break enough this time? Here's to all the pretty words we will never speak. Here's to all the pretty girls you're going to meet. Am I breaking up? Is there trouble on the line? Did your heart break enough this time? It feels good to be free. Betrayal is a thorny crown. You were it well just like a king. Revenge is the saddest thing. Honey, I'm afraid to say you deserve everything.


Well it's been a long time, long time now, since I've seen you smile. I'll gamble away my fright. I'll gamble away my time. In a year, a year or so, this will slip into the sea. Nobody raise their voices just another night to morn to.


In some respects I suspect you've got a respectable side. When pushed and pulled and pressured you seldom run and hide. It's for someone else's benefits not for what you want to do. Until I realize that you've realized I'm going to say these words to you.  You don't know what love is you do as your told. Just as a child at ten might act, but you're far too old. You're not hopeless or helpless and I hate to sound cold but you don't know what love is, you just do as your told. I can see you, man, can't help but win. Any problems that my arise.  In his mind there can be no sin. If you never criticize you just keep on repeating all those empty "I love you's". Until you say you deserve better I'm going to lay right into you.


Fool enough to almost be it. Cool enough to not quite see it, doomed. Pick your pocket full of sorrow. Run away with me tomorrow, June. We'll try and ease the pain. Somehow we'll feel the same. Well, no one knows where our secrets go. I send a heart  to all my dearies. When your life is so, so deary, dream. I'm rumored to the straight and narrow. While the harlots of my perils scream. I fail. But when I can, I will try to understand.  Mother, weep the years I'm missing. All our time can't be given back. Shut my mouth and strike the demons. Cursed you and your reasons. Our of hand and out of season. Out of love and out of feeling bad. When I can, I will. Words defy the plans. Old enough to always feel this. Always old, I'll always feel this.

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