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rock on.
my best friend hasnt been around for a while. im getting used to it. fucking hurts though. one day, when i get a boyfriend, they will feel the exact same way as i do right now. i promise. fucking bitch. i am so angry and so pathetic at the same time. im here all bitching about life and how I need help. i feel bad for bitching about this. but then again, i am so angry that she fucking left me. SO FUCKING PISSED. AND SO FUCKING HURT. all of the words coming out of my mouth make no sense right now. this entry was supposed to be of something worth of meaning. yet this has no meaning. i just want the way my life was before. im all alone. fucking noone is here. even my fucking mother isnt around. its not like i want to talk to her but i dont know. im done.
school sucks, btw.
my best friend hasnt been around for a while. im getting used to it. fucking hurts though. one day, when i get a boyfriend, they will feel the exact same way as i do right now. i promise. fucking bitch. i am so angry and so pathetic at the same time. im here all bitching about life and how I need help. i feel bad for bitching about this. but then again, i am so angry that she fucking left me. SO FUCKING PISSED. AND SO FUCKING HURT. all of the words coming out of my mouth make no sense right now. this entry was supposed to be of something worth of meaning. yet this has no meaning. i just want the way my life was before. im all alone. fucking noone is here. even my fucking mother isnt around. its not like i want to talk to her but i dont know. im done.
school sucks, btw.