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dear aubrey,
i hate you. you hurt me. you don't care. you don't give a crap about me. i do everything that i can to avoid hurting you. to avoid makeing you mad but the minute i open my mouth you start to be a bitch. yes. a bitch.
i'm sorry i'm not a fucking pot head like you. i'm sorry if i don't looooove zelda. and oh hey i'm sorry i don't matter as much as i used to.
but i'm not unlovable. i don't want to have to keep telling my self i'm not unlovable over and over and over just becouse i want attention from someone who i thought is my friend. i know your life SUCKS right now. it's a drag but um, you don't need to take it out on me. i'm not going to be your punching bag anymore. i'm sick of you. do you got that? I AM SICK OF YOU
i'm done. done.
that girl who dosen't matter to you
i hate you. you hurt me. you don't care. you don't give a crap about me. i do everything that i can to avoid hurting you. to avoid makeing you mad but the minute i open my mouth you start to be a bitch. yes. a bitch.
i'm sorry i'm not a fucking pot head like you. i'm sorry if i don't looooove zelda. and oh hey i'm sorry i don't matter as much as i used to.
but i'm not unlovable. i don't want to have to keep telling my self i'm not unlovable over and over and over just becouse i want attention from someone who i thought is my friend. i know your life SUCKS right now. it's a drag but um, you don't need to take it out on me. i'm not going to be your punching bag anymore. i'm sick of you. do you got that? I AM SICK OF YOU
i'm done. done.
that girl who dosen't matter to you