deranged ramblings and other...things
20 minuts till midnight.
there so many bits of things I want to talk about. here's a story
I was excieted and nervouse yesterday morning. my brother was taking me to my Aunt Cindy's petshop to do inventory. I'd never done anything like this befor and I tend to freak over the new anyway. He new I was nerveouse, and kept saying I was lame, he's such a good brother, and that the "flair" on my pritty, new, abby road jacket, was gay. so nice. He looks it over (the jacket) and serius as anything says, "the beatles are so gay. why would you wear this crap?" I get very offended and sputter and shout. " how could you- you have no sence of anything! They are Fantastic! your such a jerk, I mean how could anyone EVER not like the Beatles?! they could wright, and they could perform like nobody's biusness! Besides Paul McCartney sings like a freaking angel!"always the debater, (so much like my mother and not even related!) he says to me "Paul McCartney is a douche and is still a stoner you need to let them go. There dead."
" Paul is NOT a douche and he's NOT a stoner, AND PAUL AND RINGO ARE NOT DEAD!"
followed by the cry of " Jesus! don't frickin scream in my truck! You could get us killed!"
"Stop tourmenting me! Besides I'd watch what you say about Sir McCartney, he has spies."
he didn't look at me but his eyebrows raised and he laughed "spies? yaaaa"
"Seriusly. They here you talking about him that way they'll come in and ninja you to a tree. "
"Ninja isn't a verb. you're retarted."
Ya, well, it should be!"
THE END
OH HEY LOOK IT'S 2010 EVERYBODY. YAY. HAPPY NEEW YEAR.
random movie review
anyway, I seriusly love the two of us. what a great movie. It's hard for me to not think, dude you need to stop pretending to be liverpooline, and , dude you look nothing like John Lennin. nothing. but the movie itself was so good. I really felt for the not-Paul (duh) and it gave me some sence of this John Lennin person. The one who crumbled in on himself. It breaks my heart that they didn't even try to play together by the time john died. Together the 4 of them that is. it breaks my heart. sigh.
well here's a random theory.
I think, becouse i just do it's not like I have a reason, I think Yoko brain washed him (yes I'm one of those people) and she just poisend his mind. And I think she put something in his tea. And becouse he wanted to get out of the house she hired someone (Omg it gets crazy here you might not wanna read anymore. I'm getting to the wow did she just type that stuff.) to give his deranged killer a copy of the catcher in the rye that had been vandalized and really did say go forth and kill John Lennin after randomly getting his autograph. yes I just acused Yoko Ono of killing a world treasure. and ya I know she didn't do that stuff, I dont BELEAVE it but I really do think she did brain wash him some. and she made him hurt paul. Poor Paul. No I don't think Paul's some sort of saint. His outword peersona isn't really him at all. this sweet inasent cute one, I mean he did get arrested for the drugs. and he did (does?) have the big head about his manly shoulders but at least he tried to do stuff. He didn't sit up and stare at traffic for days on end. He made himself a band. some of it was meh but some of it was really good. well the stuff I've herd. gonna work on getting the compleate work of wings later.
what else? I need to get this out of my system.
I read this somewhere, not in interview or anything and if I ever find the actual interview.I'll post it here. anyway I read somewhere that after john died, Paul went over to see the lady who stole his bestfreind, and she told him John was always fond of him. and Paul said that really helped him. It was like he was never sure. and thats what brakes my heart the most. He never felt that john really cared about him at all. that he was just a guy in the band. And really I don't know who to blame that on. was it John's callusness twords the end? or was it Paul's own rumered selfasteem issues. Thats really what I think wings was about. that he could do something great without John. so needed to vent about that.
Oh I could go on all day but, I think I'm done for now. Happy new year people