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I never post this much. weird. ack the concert was so hard. He was helping me with my math. darling darling boy.
oh ya no more colten. the stalking is over. no more crazy STARFISH I WANNA BE WITH YOU FOREVER!!!!!!!! ness for me.
The last two days Coltens been in here and he's talked to me and I didn't flip out. I didn't repeat my self over and over, I didn't stutter. I just talked like a normal person. so wee.
How quickly I move on.
Anyway, the concert. He kept touching me. and if he didn't a gaping hole would appear in my chest. The only thing I actualy thought about was the Mr. Anderson becuz I luv him and he's hard core yo. It hurt so much. to just sit there and not touch him. Whilest the old people talked the fantasies began. to just hold his hand (I wanna hold your hand! I wanna hold your hand. When you touch me I feel happy inside.) would be enuff. to taggle him down to the flour would be better but never mind that.
happy panda.
If he's gay I will kill my self.
oh ya no more colten. the stalking is over. no more crazy STARFISH I WANNA BE WITH YOU FOREVER!!!!!!!! ness for me.
The last two days Coltens been in here and he's talked to me and I didn't flip out. I didn't repeat my self over and over, I didn't stutter. I just talked like a normal person. so wee.
How quickly I move on.
Anyway, the concert. He kept touching me. and if he didn't a gaping hole would appear in my chest. The only thing I actualy thought about was the Mr. Anderson becuz I luv him and he's hard core yo. It hurt so much. to just sit there and not touch him. Whilest the old people talked the fantasies began. to just hold his hand (I wanna hold your hand! I wanna hold your hand. When you touch me I feel happy inside.) would be enuff. to taggle him down to the flour would be better but never mind that.
happy panda.
If he's gay I will kill my self.