Its Over...
Even though it feels like my life is over and everything is collapsing around me Im attempting to hold it together even while so numb.
After one year and seven months...Its over.
On thursday night Kyle has ended it between us.
I think Ive fallen into depression. I cant sleep and I have crcles under my eyes. im not even hungry. Couldnt go home for a couple days. Ive been anxious and jumpy and can't concentrate or enjoy anything. I dont think Iv'e stopped crying for 4 days straight. I miss him so much and just the fact that hes confessed hes fallen out of love with me kills me inside. I still love him with all my heart and would do anything for him.
I guess it ended on a semi good note. It was NOT a stupid argument, or fight. We talked a lot and came up that we both made mistakes, and we both feel that this amazing friendship we started out sorta faded as time went on. And we want that back. We promised to always be friends and thats the way it will be eventually when i can pull myself back together. Our lives are both so crazy and hectic right now that we both need to take time and concentrate with our seperate lives. If it is ment to be then we will find each other again later on and even though he doesnt want me to wait for him its all I can think about. I prey for him every night that he can figure out what he wants with his life and be happy.
Love Katie
After one year and seven months...Its over.
On thursday night Kyle has ended it between us.
I think Ive fallen into depression. I cant sleep and I have crcles under my eyes. im not even hungry. Couldnt go home for a couple days. Ive been anxious and jumpy and can't concentrate or enjoy anything. I dont think Iv'e stopped crying for 4 days straight. I miss him so much and just the fact that hes confessed hes fallen out of love with me kills me inside. I still love him with all my heart and would do anything for him.
I guess it ended on a semi good note. It was NOT a stupid argument, or fight. We talked a lot and came up that we both made mistakes, and we both feel that this amazing friendship we started out sorta faded as time went on. And we want that back. We promised to always be friends and thats the way it will be eventually when i can pull myself back together. Our lives are both so crazy and hectic right now that we both need to take time and concentrate with our seperate lives. If it is ment to be then we will find each other again later on and even though he doesnt want me to wait for him its all I can think about. I prey for him every night that he can figure out what he wants with his life and be happy.
Love Katie