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Its painful to type this, to even be in my room, or my house. When you love someone or something, don't ever ever take that for granted. Keep them close to your heart. Treasure what your life has given you, because in an instant it can be taken away. It can be snatched from you and throw your life to the curb. I can't eat. I can't sleep. Ive had to work till midnight last night. I sat and cried on my break. I sat screaming, preying to god to bring him back to me every day sence. I would do or give anything to have him back. Its all a blur. It came out of nowhere. I Love him from the bottom of my heart. Things like this just dont go away, and I swear to God I will wait. I waited years before we even went out. I sat and watched the other girls wishing that one day he would find me. Whishing he knew I exsisted. People said If you want something hard enough and work to get it you can achieve anything. I believed that. And A dream came true. My life changed. I was happy. I was truely happy. He had found me. And now he is giving up. He is giving up on himself, on me, on life. Everything hurts so much. I can't breath, I can't smile, I can't think. Please God, let him think clearly. Let him not make irational decisions. Please come back to me.
Come back for me, dont leave me on the curb to wither away.
Please come back....
Come back for me, dont leave me on the curb to wither away.
Please come back....