Comments | herm_i_o_ninny: it's been a while

herm_i_o_ninny

it's been a while

Jul 03, 2005 22:14

Well, I haven't updated in quite some time. I'm on break, 5 weeks of making up for 12 weeks of Uni, now we have a problem. My time used to make up for uni, has been filled with a lot. My best friend when I was growing up, her oldest brother, who was our underage drinking supplier at times died in a car accident, with his fiancee as well. Two 25 ( Read more... )

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summer_flowers July 3 2005, 14:16:44 UTC

it's painful isin't it.
when we recognize that we aren't invincible anymore.. like we thought we were when we were young. untouchable. we were. or so we thought.

things like this just make us recognize how precious life really is.
get some sleep and maybe, just maybe, this won't bother you so much.
its always painful. but with sleep at leas you'll have clarity.
:)

herm_i_o_ninny July 4 2005, 03:47:00 UTC

I did sleep for a long time last night, a first in a few days. I'm not sure if it's the realising I'm not vulnerable or if it's the fact that those whom I love won't always be here. Those who I expect to just be there, even those whom I am not that close to, having people I care for again, affected by losing their loved ones and me then not being able to do anything. It's just a little hard.