Feb 17, 2006 19:43
I have told you all that Jeremy and i have been working on a project to convert language into mathematics. We've handed our proposal to our sponsor in the whitehouse and he has been pouring over it all day long, neglecting apparently to do anything else but devote his full attention to the paper. This is fantastic, a few more revisions and we market it or send it in to the nsf. This is a dream come true, but to be honest i am barely able to focus at the moment, i keep leaping from thought to thought without much connection in between.
I don't have much purpose to takling on lj now, but i'm here because my body aches and i can't play ferentus as jer's computer has been tweaking out and crashing and mine nearly died. rich tore everything out of the old chassy and put it into one of his spares. He has since been installing linux on it, but can't get it to play any games, and is still working on getting it to do word....bloody adam :P at least i think it was adam. had a party and found some new files on jer's computer that infected his and mine and that's when everything in my escape computer world went to crap.
I work graveyard shift and work on the project and when i'm not doing that i'm playing around but i can't right now. this really isnt' important but like i said, i am not fully coherent.
i sound like everyone else when i'm not coherent, i feel like i'm drunk except of course for the fuzzy pain.
oh yes, its frickin freezing out here mr. bigglesworth.
it looks like a picture outside, snow-covered trees and ice-slick roads. jackasses sliding around barely missing other drivers.
closet oneself indoors because muscles clench and no amount of layering can protect from the negative degrees which form frozen crystals out of your nosehairs just from inhaling. Protect face with a scarf causes condensation on your eyelashes which then freeze instead of your nose. chose a bodypart that expendable beacuse you can't protect anything completely and not all even partially. chose a few you care about and suck heat from those places and ignore the rest.
i hate the cold and the snow like i hated the heat and hurricanes of florida
news: jer and i are moving to australia in a few months, after a few years we'll move to new zealand. aussie is the best way to get to new zealand, so we're moving to perth which is gorgeous, can't wait to get out of the u.s.
screw my parents, when i'm at work i imagine telling them exactly why i don't appreciate them and how they were wrong just like everyone else but me about jeremy. his idea is now percolating through the whitehouse, and we're moving to australia, soon we'll get paid for thinking...yes, why did i do this to them. marrying him was a personal assault against my father, what a stupid aggressive daughter...blah blah blah fuckin idiots
i also sing to myself and create fantasy worlds, i steal lighsabers and make new weapons and analyze all the people i know