Apr 08, 2004 19:21
Today, im going to tell about the how i feel about the girl i like. your probably wondering why i wanna do this, and if your not, to bad, im tellin ya anyway. This girl, i cant talk to her at all. it feels like im talking to a walrus and i dont know how to speak walrus. i dont know what to say. when i talk to her online, my hands are sweaty. sometimes i think there should be a bucket under them so i dont short-circut my keyboard. For those of you who have heard my song, it comes from my heart, and thats everything im feeling. If you wanna hear it just tell me. but anyway, when i hear her name and even catch a glimpse of her, its like "BAM!" "Its like i just took about 17 caffeine pills. my heart jumps. my brain stops thinking. Im actually beginning to think im obsessed. its scary. Im putting this all here, because im sure nobody reads my journal, and if even had the intention to, your messed in the head. My journal is like a place to write down everything. tell it to myself. i just need to tell someone. anyone. And dont even ask who the girl is, or ill punch you right in the face, because either you should know, or im in a bad mood and dont feel like talking about it. but now i do. with me moving soon, i guess i can just let it all out. these are the feelings ive been hiding for about 3 or 4 years. there, secrets revealed.
P.S. i even started liking the beatles since the beginning of the year. i dont know why, but i think its because of her.