Jul 17, 2007 14:37
[Filter: Layla]
Layla, that wasn't what I meant. I don't expect you to reply to this. I don't know what I expect from you, really, but... please. Actually read this and not jump to conclusions or something. Please.
I know you care about people. Normally, you just don't show it very well. When they left, I could actually see it. You seemed sad. You did. I would have given you hugs, but you never reacted very well to them when I tried. They're meant to be comforting, not a hold you're meant to wriggle out of.
You're you and I'm me. I'm bound to handle something differently than you do and you're going to handle a situation different from the way I would. If you really think leaving the troupe is what's best for you, then I disagree, but if you think it's best, then you think it's best. I just have to try to be supportive of it.
But not caring because other people think you don't?
That's just stupid, which I know you're not.
I'm sorry for everything, Layla. If you don't believe anything else I say to you, please believe that.
nayan