Posting for posting's sake
Nothing really monumental has happened. Work is fine. Stuff in general is fine. I got weighed and measured at the gym, and while I lost another couple inches and my body fat went down, I put a couple pounds back on. Not sure whether to be happy or sad about that. It could be muscle gain, but nonetheless I'm going to cut back even more than I have been.
1 dessert a week instead of 3. 1 frappachino a week instead of 2. No more potatoes, period. I already don't eat french fries, so giving up potatoes isn't that much of a challenge. Even more veggies. Cut back on carbs. Nothing insane, but hopefully it'll be enough to continue to lose weight. Because even though losing inches and fat % and gaining muscle is good, I still want that number to be going down. The plateau is over because I say it's over. Time to continue downhill.
I'm still talking to Scott, and I think he'll be at Superbowl. I think I know that nothing lasting will come out of this, but I like him enough to want to keep him around in the meantime. Nothing wrong with having a little fun. And he is a nice enough guy that I enjoy being with him. And who knows, maybe I'll get some more feelings after time. But yeah, we're just going with it for now.
Meanwhile, my feelings for Alejandro have greatly intensified. Don't know exactly when it happened, but it happened. Grrrr. Seems we've been talking more this week and stuff. Went to lunch on Monday. Wednesday he came along with me on a lunch run so he could get lunch too. This morning he was giving Alex a new computer and played football catch with me for like 5 minutes first, and then we were talking while he was setting it up. We've been talking on Yahoo messenger a lot. Yeah. I like. I like a lot. Dammit.
Vic, John and I are gearing up for Superbowl stuff. We're going to Smart & Final with Jen and Raj tonight to buy food. It will be a lot of food. Last year we had 4 shopping carts full. It was nuts. But awesome! It will be awesome. Pure unadulterated awesome. I am excited. And even though I'm still not head over heels for Scott, it'll be fun if he shows up. Because he'll get to meet my friends and I'll be able to be kinda couple-y with him, and I enjoy that. And maybe I'll make-out with him. Which would be very fun. We shall see.
I'll be sure to post the link to the house's webcams so you guys can tune in to the party. Heh heh heh...
1 dessert a week instead of 3. 1 frappachino a week instead of 2. No more potatoes, period. I already don't eat french fries, so giving up potatoes isn't that much of a challenge. Even more veggies. Cut back on carbs. Nothing insane, but hopefully it'll be enough to continue to lose weight. Because even though losing inches and fat % and gaining muscle is good, I still want that number to be going down. The plateau is over because I say it's over. Time to continue downhill.
I'm still talking to Scott, and I think he'll be at Superbowl. I think I know that nothing lasting will come out of this, but I like him enough to want to keep him around in the meantime. Nothing wrong with having a little fun. And he is a nice enough guy that I enjoy being with him. And who knows, maybe I'll get some more feelings after time. But yeah, we're just going with it for now.
Meanwhile, my feelings for Alejandro have greatly intensified. Don't know exactly when it happened, but it happened. Grrrr. Seems we've been talking more this week and stuff. Went to lunch on Monday. Wednesday he came along with me on a lunch run so he could get lunch too. This morning he was giving Alex a new computer and played football catch with me for like 5 minutes first, and then we were talking while he was setting it up. We've been talking on Yahoo messenger a lot. Yeah. I like. I like a lot. Dammit.
Vic, John and I are gearing up for Superbowl stuff. We're going to Smart & Final with Jen and Raj tonight to buy food. It will be a lot of food. Last year we had 4 shopping carts full. It was nuts. But awesome! It will be awesome. Pure unadulterated awesome. I am excited. And even though I'm still not head over heels for Scott, it'll be fun if he shows up. Because he'll get to meet my friends and I'll be able to be kinda couple-y with him, and I enjoy that. And maybe I'll make-out with him. Which would be very fun. We shall see.
I'll be sure to post the link to the house's webcams so you guys can tune in to the party. Heh heh heh...