I Will Not Try To Escape The Plans That You Made For Me
Wow, So lately life has been extremely stressful. I feel so confused. I just need to try harder I guess. Well, heck I don't know what I should do. But maybe I will someday soon, hopefully. So I love this song by Ryan Long, Send Up A Flare, it is helping me right now, I love music, I wouldn't be able to survive without it.
So, I just wish he would call again. He made me so happy and then it just went away, so fast I didn't even know what happened....I know how it feels now to be the person rejected...I feel bad now, cause I think back at the beginning of this year and I know now I must of hurt them really badly.
Life Sucks some major water balloons...haha wow that sounded like Kelly...but anyway...So I just got done babysitting and I gave the girls I was babysitting a makeover! haha! It was great..I got glitter and put it all over them and they started "modeling" haha!
Right now I am pissed at Graham...yea I can't even explain my pissitude.....mmmm haha right amy...anyway yea he is really making me madder than I was before he called....and I was pissed before so now I am superpissed...i just wanna be like graham SUCK MY KISS...haha wow..........mmmm
So...I really really wanted to go to Target tonight but graham decided to diss me and not take me....hater.....gosh...wow that reminds me of brent...i dont know his last name but he goes to Alcoa
So my family is wonderful...like it makes me wanna cry..like right now i feel like i might...I mean tonight I didn't have a ride to go pick up kelly so i felt awful and i went into my sisters room to talk to her and she was like i will take you and then kelly couldnt come and i got real mad at like stormed downstairs and my brother like ran after me and told me he would go take me icecream...and right now my sister is sad or something and he is talking to her and wow i feel like crying
I miss him.................................