Dec 31, 2005 23:43
I'm just... pissed.
I'm an EXTREMELY pissed off girl right now.
Fuck New Years.
&
Fuck Valentines Day.
All motivation I used to have is down the shit hole.
Fuck high school. It's a fucking joke in its self.
2005 was a fucking waste.
2006...is looking like it will be way better. Maybe not to start off...but once spring break gets here...
There is this one boy that I have known FOREVER... there's just something about him. He's so mysterious, I never know what is going on in his head or what he is thinking about. I think that's what I like so much about him...then again it drives me CRAZY too. I'm so used to a guy just stating how he feels and this one likes to play little mind games and guessing games and I play them right back.
There's always just been SOMETHING about him...even when I was like 9...I felt it. I just can't figure out what.
Hopefully in a couple of months I'll find out.
Timing really is key and things do happen for a reason.
Our timing has always been off. And we circle back around to each other every time.
I have so many questions..
Coldplay depresses me.