[smapfic] Adagio
dedicated to all the kimutsu shippers on my flist, in particular g_pumpkin and tsuristyle
with huge thanks to dictionarysays for the betareading and flailing
Adagio
( kimu/tsu; nc-17; 10 853 words | and part of it is because Kimura is scary and part of it is because Tsuyoshi has a raging crush on him )
with huge thanks to dictionarysays for the betareading and flailing
Adagio
( kimu/tsu; nc-17; 10 853 words | and part of it is because Kimura is scary and part of it is because Tsuyoshi has a raging crush on him )
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You have no idea how good this felt, what a perfect timing, perfect content...
simply perfect!
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and you have no idea about the feelings i have about the fact that this felt good to you. even despite the many references to actual events that i can imagine must've been confusing when you don't follow the fandom. /happy OH SO HAPPY ;.;
it's probably far from perfect but admittedly i'm quite proud of it. ;)
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This particular story stood on its feet quite nicely, there were no confusing moments due to me having no clue about SMAP. It might as well have been an AU.. anything.
The subject though.. OMG.. love doesn't care about gender dsagfgdjsja forever love!
And the fact that it all felt so real, made me think thins can get mended at some point, maybe not in the speshul-Prince-Charming-on-a-white-horse-marries-Cinderella way, but.. you know...
*happy sigh*
You should be proud!
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okay, this just must be some magic or idk what. 'cause - and you probably don't care, but just let me list them - things in this fic that i didn't make up: Kimu and Tsu climbing Mt Fuji for their tv show, the fact that Tsu got drunk in Kimu's hotel room the night before, Tsu's excessive drinking in general and Kimu scolding him for being hung over during concert rehearsals, Kimu getting married obviously, Goro-chan being suspended, Tsu drinking in Nakai's hotel room and wanting to be his friend, and my favourite 2009 scandal when Tsu drunkenly stripped naked in a park and got arrested, after which he was suspended too and since then he really doesn't drink anymore. just saying, not to take the whole credit, but i'm really glad that it felt completely clear and not confusing to you. <3
and srsly, YES. i don't think i even believe in gender much, i surely don't believe in sexual orientation, labels and divisions aren't worth a thing when it comes to real human beings and their feelings.
i think that it's exactly because of the realism that it couldn't get mended beyond the level it got mended on. /if this makes any sense :p
ilu ♥
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