Oct 18, 2007 23:31
I am Me, I am Me
i have come from the dark sea
into the arms of Mother Night
i have found my sacred sight
(to the rhythm of skipping steps)
today I met with an energy healer.
initially his work didnt seem to help,
but he planted a seed.
this evening the panic was reaching critical mass;
I began to visualize my aura. I was a black/gold fetus-spirit
surrounded by an egg of shifting light and texture.
several times i was attacked by objects and entities,
but succeeded in repelling them back into the depths below.
after this i experienced a sudden shift in conciousness,
the first joy and relief ive felt in a long time.
finally i am at peace.