Aug 25, 2009 21:36
Why does it seem that every guy I get into a relationship with ends up "not being ready for a relationship?" I've heard that shite twice in the past three years (which is not a good track record considering I've only had two relationships in the past three years), and both times I've been broken up with because apparently he suddenly realizes that he isn't ready for a relationship.
How does that fucking work anyway? Do guys suddenly wake up one day and go, "Holy shit! I'm in a relationship?! When the fuck did that happen? That's certainly not something I was expecting to find myself in today!" Hm...let's think about that. Could it have happened when you asked me out on a date and then a few months later asked me to be your girlfriend?!
*sigh* No matter what malfunction occurred in the brains of these guys, the result is still the same: I feel heartbroken, rejected, and alone. This pattern is unbearable, and it makes me question if there's something I'm doing wrong or if there's a part of who I am that just scares people away and makes them not want to be around me. What's the matter with me? Why am I "undateable?"