Holy fuck, long time no update huh?
Yeah....havent had a real big reason to update but oh well. Well, lets see since i last updated, i found out that im one of the smartest kids in my grade/possibly school and im probably smarter than half my teachers. that makes me think, i better get my head and my ass wired together cuz i guess im starting to realize school is kinda important, no im not doing this to please my parents or family or nothing, im doing it for me because i mean come on, its only MY future im fucking up. yeah, we'll see how that one goes. Also since my last update, my grandfather passed away on the fourth of january (my brothers birthday =-/) and that made me think alot about how my lifes been so far, and what ive been making of it. i miss that man so much, he was like a father to me and his death has really left me pretty shaken up. when someone youre that close to is diagnosed with a terminal illness, you know its going to come, but NOTHING and i mean NOTHING can prepare you for the end. One of the biggest influences in my life is gone now so i might as well do my best to make him proud. on saturday i attended his funeral and that was depressing to say the least. my good friend jay attended to pay his final respects because hes known my grandfather for a while (sorry to any who wanted to go but couldnt) after that i went to jays with roy and we had a halo 2 party. Rumble training (a mode in halo2) kicks ass and its definately worth picking up. thats the sole reason to get x box. also my room is going to be started in the spring and thats gonna kick all sorts of ass im going to get alot of comfortable shit to put up there so anyone can sleep anywhere they want. lots of good things coming up in my future. hope they all turn out like i plan them to, even though they most likely wont.