Aug 24, 2002 01:29
TO all of you who think of me as a one sided person , i can only laugh and turn away. you see ive discovered that my brain is split into four parts. Let me break it down for you.
locus- this is the one who always wants more then to give. Hes there to balance the scales of kindness, if i have given more then recived he lets me be, but if i have taken more then he wants more. i see him as a force of constant non self satisfaction.
Luka- Lukas there to remind me that life is more then a series of moments. I cant tell you how may times , hes brought me back from my suicidal tendicies. when ever i look out at the world he tells me that theres more then life then this.
Page- She is the one i like more then anything. Its because of her that i can love, care, and basically be a human. Everytime i look at my love shes there guiding me in a dark tunnel that is love. you see happiness is a new concept to me, so to have her there with me is a blessing from above.
blight- hes the one that has been in control for a while. The one that makes me shiver in fear at night. all of the hate and doubt in there is a product of many years of being alone, and he was the only one there to help me. what was i to do turn him down? i took the hand and have paid the price ten fold.
so long....