Chillin'

Nov 24, 2004 00:25

Watched Farenheit 9-11 earlier, probly shouldn't have, it got my blood boiling, but thanks to www.tinymixtapes.com and www.limewire.com, I've been able to chill out some downloading music. I'm kinda curious about the future. At the moment its not so much worried, just perplexed. The decisions I make in the next two years will probably determine the course of events for the rest of my life, and that's a big responsibility to shoulder. I'm not really sure if I'm ready, or if I know enough about what's truly important to me. I sat through Human Resources Management and watched everyone give their presentations on careers, and all of these little accounting kids have practically their whole lives planned out. That's really cool- on one hand, I'm totally jealous that they know what they want to do. But on the other hand, that really really sucks, because theyre is no mystery or adventure of uncertainty. I'm just glad that I have a little time left, that's all.

I'm just kinda of curious (again, for some weird reason, not scared) if the decisions I make will be the right ones. I hope that I can always be there for people, and that they'll always be there for me. I really like all of my friends, both new and old, and I'm more comfortable with them than I ever thought I could be. I just hope that it all isnt temporary, and that when everybody moves away and does their own thing, it wont be that far. I know that sounds cheesy, but I'm really serious. I've never felt like I fit in as much as I do right now. I've got a ton of great people that I hang out with that I know would do anything for me, cause I'd do anything for them. The Sunday night cookouts and pretty much every weekend have been a complete blast. I think this has been my best semester yet at Ole Miss. K, more reflection later, I always get like this at home. Holla, kids.
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