life
Imagine having the HUGEST crush on your best friend. He's beautiful. Wouldn't hurt a fly. Makes you happy by smiling. You see him everyday, but you know, you love him. More than he will ever love you. You love him the way that sends chills down your spine. He makes your legs jelly. He makes you sweat.
he gives you a bad case of heartaches comparable to the intense pain of ice cream headaches when you see him with someone else.
He's your world, but, he can never be yours because he gave you a chance and you fucked it up. Now your screwed.
Kind of stuck in between the friendzone and a hard place.
Now you're alone but you can't get him out of your head. You day dream and wake up in the mo(u)rning with fresh tear tracks from the same old nightmares.
Nightmares you'll forever be alone without him. And he's still there, but not in the way you want him. Not the way you NEED him. It drives you crazy.
Count the rings under my eyes. That story is mine. Cliche and trite, but mine.
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