this one goes out to you
hmm felt like updating. been doing a lot of thinking lately. compared to last year, this year is so different, but in a lot of ways its the same. ive been doing a lot of new things this year, but it still seems similar to last year, and im listenin to music that i havent listened to since basically last year. its pretty cool.
lately havent been doing too much, especially on school nights. since i got in that car accident, i like never drive anywhere. it feels like its a waste of time kind of, like i could be doing so much better stuff than just sitting at home and doing nothing, but thats how it is. and also, i got work a lot on the weekends. i think i got two jobs now, at darlings (which i wanna quit) and (hopefully) at fridays, so even less time to do stuff. then again, it means more money, so i can get a car quicker, and also, if im not wokring, ill probably be doing nothing neways so itd be good to get paid.
i miss hanging out with people as much as i used to, during the summer and stuff. i like havent seen a lot of my best friends in weeks and i miss that. but although i dont see people as much, the times when i do people are better jsut because i like barely see them. once i get into school more, and maybe get a car, hopefully ill see people more.
yeah, so overall, my life is going good right now. a few things could be better, but whatever, im happy. bought a bunch of new clothes. maybe going to homecoming? who knows. need to start doing college crap, such as visting them and filling out applications and the like. im starting to get an idea what i want to do. id like do sometihng to do with psychology/philosophy. that stuff really interests me. i want to start exercising more, like running or something. and i want to write. i enjoy doing that when it isnt for school and i can just write about what i want. i cant wait for college. besides for the small amount of people that im friends with, i could really give a shit about ep. even tho ill miss it, cuz id never see a lot of people again after high school. i think way too much :D.
thats my life. much love.
lately havent been doing too much, especially on school nights. since i got in that car accident, i like never drive anywhere. it feels like its a waste of time kind of, like i could be doing so much better stuff than just sitting at home and doing nothing, but thats how it is. and also, i got work a lot on the weekends. i think i got two jobs now, at darlings (which i wanna quit) and (hopefully) at fridays, so even less time to do stuff. then again, it means more money, so i can get a car quicker, and also, if im not wokring, ill probably be doing nothing neways so itd be good to get paid.
i miss hanging out with people as much as i used to, during the summer and stuff. i like havent seen a lot of my best friends in weeks and i miss that. but although i dont see people as much, the times when i do people are better jsut because i like barely see them. once i get into school more, and maybe get a car, hopefully ill see people more.
yeah, so overall, my life is going good right now. a few things could be better, but whatever, im happy. bought a bunch of new clothes. maybe going to homecoming? who knows. need to start doing college crap, such as visting them and filling out applications and the like. im starting to get an idea what i want to do. id like do sometihng to do with psychology/philosophy. that stuff really interests me. i want to start exercising more, like running or something. and i want to write. i enjoy doing that when it isnt for school and i can just write about what i want. i cant wait for college. besides for the small amount of people that im friends with, i could really give a shit about ep. even tho ill miss it, cuz id never see a lot of people again after high school. i think way too much :D.
thats my life. much love.