Michelle = Burnt Out
I chose to babysit this year because I didn't want to deal with shit and I really need the money. The kids were amazingly cute, I worked for my buck, but it was fun!
Well to start I woke up at 8 am yesterday, worked 9-3, went out to dinner with my parents, and then drove straight to babysit at 5:30. I didn't get into bed until 3:30am. I was a little ugh... stressed exausted I slept until 3 pm today.
Lately I have not been in the mood to socialize at all. I have been putting my phone on silent lately and not answering calls. I answered three calls last night. One from my mom, one from my drunk manager, and one from Anthony. After Anthony's call I just wanted to crawl in a ball and cry and there was no way I was going to answer any more calls.
I'm DONE. Finito. I am so sick of him. I am so sick of him hurting me. Didn't realize that I still wasn't over it until last night. Dammit, I am so sick of being disappointed.
I can't wait to get back up to school. If I have a car that is. Yea... my car = piece of crap. Now I know I have said this on many occassions, but it took a mechanic to tell my parents that for them to believe it.
Caitlin: PF Changs was not my fault. In fact I was dying to go. I was looking foward to it all day and was so disappointed when we couldn't go. I would have driven, if my car hadn't been in the shop.
Oh yea... happy new year... here's to another year of disappointments.
Well to start I woke up at 8 am yesterday, worked 9-3, went out to dinner with my parents, and then drove straight to babysit at 5:30. I didn't get into bed until 3:30am. I was a little ugh... stressed exausted I slept until 3 pm today.
Lately I have not been in the mood to socialize at all. I have been putting my phone on silent lately and not answering calls. I answered three calls last night. One from my mom, one from my drunk manager, and one from Anthony. After Anthony's call I just wanted to crawl in a ball and cry and there was no way I was going to answer any more calls.
I'm DONE. Finito. I am so sick of him. I am so sick of him hurting me. Didn't realize that I still wasn't over it until last night. Dammit, I am so sick of being disappointed.
I can't wait to get back up to school. If I have a car that is. Yea... my car = piece of crap. Now I know I have said this on many occassions, but it took a mechanic to tell my parents that for them to believe it.
Caitlin: PF Changs was not my fault. In fact I was dying to go. I was looking foward to it all day and was so disappointed when we couldn't go. I would have driven, if my car hadn't been in the shop.
Oh yea... happy new year... here's to another year of disappointments.