sdwolfpup and I were working on vid-related stuff last night. What follows are excerpts from the conversation that, perhaps inevitably, resulted.
We agreed afterwards that we can locate this conversation firmly in stage 14 of the
Life Cycle of Vid and Vidder.
sdwolfpup: Why is vidding so hard? *whines*
here's luck: because it SUCKS
here's luck: it is a TERRIBLE HOBBY
sdwolfpup: IT IS
here's luck: why do we do this to ourselves?
sdwolfpup: We choose to do it!
here's luck: clearly we are NOT VERY BRIGHT
sdwolfpup: CLEARLY
here's luck: but every now and then people give us positive reinforcement
* here's luck eyes sdwolfpup
here's luck: hey! this is YOUR fault!
sdwolfpup: !
sdwolfpup: I am suffering over here!
sdwolfpup: Ms "let me squee about You Can Call me Al"
* sdwolfpup eyes here's luck
here's luck: hee
here's luck: that vid is squeeful!
here's luck: even for those of us who hate the word "squee"!
sdwolfpup: Hee
sdwolfpup: Why do I always take the most difficult route to get an effect?
sdwolfpup: What particularly masochistic quality do I possess for that?
sdwolfpup: Because it's damn annoying.
here's luck: it's your Special Gift, clearly.
sdwolfpup: I want to exchange it.
here's luck: I think they have a no-return policy on that one.
here's luck: unless you've still got the receipt?
here's luck: and what would you exchange it FOR, anyway?
here's luck: a new hobby? a pony?
sdwolfpup: Hmm
sdwolfpup: I would like the gift of All My Vids Come Easy
here's luck: yeah, well, wouldn't we all.
sdwolfpup: Except then I would probably not appreciate them.
sdwolfpup: Or so I am told. I would like to test that theory
here's luck: Me too.
here's luck: I might be willing to give up some of this appreciation for a little less FUCKING TRAUMA.
sdwolfpup: Sing it
sdwolfpup: I miss those halcyon days when I had a vid idea and no vid
here's luck: ah yes -- those days when it's all possibility and no actual work.
here's luck: the vid idea often has better clips than the actual vid, I find, what with the being entirely imaginary.
sdwolfpup: heee
sdwolfpup: yes
And then, moving on to stage 15:
sdwolfpup: Woo! I just made a change for the better. Yay vidding!
here's luck: oh, how quickly we forget.
here's luck: one good moment and the bitterness just drains away.
here's luck: temporarily.
sdwolfpup: hee
sdwolfpup: It's like childbirth. If we didn't forget, we'd all be one and done
here's luck: bwah
here's luck: or not even that much, because the people who'd already done it would be all "NO! STOP! BACK AWAY!"
here's luck: "TRUST US ON THIS ONE!"
sdwolfpup: "Don't head into the light!"