Jun 18, 2004 01:49
yes im sick with a damn cold, ok when am i not sick?
well today i got payed and went to curl up and DYE, and got my hair did.
yes i must get used to this because, my hair is short. not grose short. i just got rid of the mullet i had goin on. people say it looks good, but theyre lying all of you haha kidding. i sat thought about alot of things, i dont hate matt. hate is such a strong word. im mean im not giving him the benefit of the doubt that what he's done is wrong. im saying...he, (at one point in my life) played an important role, and once ment a lot to me. heartbreak is unfortunitly a part of life and we all get through it. but honeslty theres no point in hating him. hate to me means i would kill him or something to the matter. and i wouldnt, i would cry if he were to die. i just dislike his actions. but for some apparent reason he "hates" me...hmm....ok? whatever im over it. and i have finally moved on. woohoo!
i finally have insurance now, yes yes yes.
unfortunitly they took the money out of my check and i didnt expect that, but in the long run its a good thing.
well darlings im going to bed, i must rest.
loooong weekend.
xo hil