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Apr 20, 2005 21:54

Wooooooow.
Haven't posted in a long time.
Lets see.
Got a job.
Like the people I work with. <3 Jessei, Zef, and Cody
Failed my Eco. test. =/
Worried about my research paper.

Rori and I have been talking A LOT about Prom and our issue of not being able to get a date.
We both want to go with two guys that are friends. There's another guy I want to go with but I don't think he wants to go.
Our plan- go to a scary movie with them on Friday after the early release.
The guy I want to go with has a girlfriend AND has someone he already wants to ask. :(
The guy Rori wants to go with wants to go stag. BUT I talked to him and he might ask her the week before Prom! Meanie, but still. I think he will. :) I'm glad I talked to him again about it. Then I told him about how it's funny that Rori wants to go with him and I want to go with so and so. He asked me if I wanted him to talk to him. I was like NO!!! He said we wouldn't say that I said anything. I think he's lying. But yeah, he is going to talk to him. I honestly don't think he'd want to go with me. =/ Stupid low self esteem.
It sucks because all I ever wanted was to get asked to Prom in a really cute way like all these other girls I see getting asked. I don't want to have to ask the guy(s) I want to go with. Rori and I were complaining about how jealous we were in English yesterday and Thorson came over and started talking with us. I love Thorson. He's so awesome.
Anyway, I don't know. I just can't get Prom out of my head. It's something I've thought about ever since I was a kid. I guess it's not that big of a deal because it's not Senior Prom. I've just always seen myself going with a dreamy guy and having the time of my life.
Heh, but my dreams don't come true. Only the nightmares. :p =/
I've just been strung out lately.
I'm SO happy Hip Hop's over! No more freaking drama. YAY!
I'm gonna apply to be a captain next year but I know I won't get voted to be one because they all think I'm a bitch.
Blaaaaaaaaaaaah.
Shit just kind of sucks right now but you know it could be worse.
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