A Serious Update
Time for another round of serious update about how I feel and what is going on with me.
Friends: I realized that I have lost a little of myself the past few weeks and years when I stopped talking to certain friends. So to help find myself, I decided to catch up with some old friends and make new friends. It has been helpful to arrange activities and meals with various people. I am starting to find myself again.
Trips: I have not traveled much since the Tahoe trip with everyone. It was fun and I was glad that I went. It has put my life into greater perspective. I am thankful for the great times and of course to be alive. I look forward to my next trips. They include Matt and Jodi's wedding in Placerville. Other trips that I may plan include Las Vegas, and maybe San Diego. A few concerts sound good right now too. Not sure which of those I want to go to. Let me know if anybody is interested in going to any. I do know what my schedule looks like for the next three months now. So please help me out and we can do something.
Party's: A few birthday's have passed including Robert's birthday, and Esther's welcome to davis party. Both were loads of fun. Some birthdays or party's coming up include Jody A., Audrey, Kevin, Jann, Jodi Welcome to America, Zack, and forgive me I forget any. I am stoked as always.
Health: As of late, my drink has been very tame. It could be because of my schedule. Alas I guess that is good. I want to healthy again. So working out will come again. As well as healthy eating. Also in case you missed my last few posts, I am still alive. I did not die over the mountain in Tahoe. Yay!
Family. My family is going through a lot right now. There is a large transition to be there for one another. My family has not always been that way. We are all doing what we can to help another out. We are all sharing the load.
Love: I am single to mingle. It is hard to transition back to the single life. I still hold many feelings for my past loves. They will always have a place in my heart. If things are meant to be, then we will be together again in some capacity. There has been lots of pain caused by myself and vice versa. It is best for us all to go our directions. When things have all settled, then perhaps we will have learned enough about ourselves and others. For now single gives me more peace to rediscover myself and rediscover the things I see in others.
Life: Generally speaking, I have been relaxed since going down the mountain. Every once in a while someone will push the wrong buttons. Overall relaxed. I still worry what my career scope brings, but I know it will be a matter of time that I find something.
More of less: I have a Nintendo DS, that I rarely ever play. I have a Samsung Sansa MP3. It is good stuff. I want to get a new computer. I will post some specs and get some opinions and try to narrow my choices.
Other thoughts: I hope to find myself again. This time away from life and love may be the best thing for me. I will travel to visit friends that are out of town in the coming weeks. Please let me know what days work best for you and I will visit. I have too much free time. And you will help clear my mind.
Thanks. Anyhow, I hope to hear from you and all enjoy the month.
Friends: I realized that I have lost a little of myself the past few weeks and years when I stopped talking to certain friends. So to help find myself, I decided to catch up with some old friends and make new friends. It has been helpful to arrange activities and meals with various people. I am starting to find myself again.
Trips: I have not traveled much since the Tahoe trip with everyone. It was fun and I was glad that I went. It has put my life into greater perspective. I am thankful for the great times and of course to be alive. I look forward to my next trips. They include Matt and Jodi's wedding in Placerville. Other trips that I may plan include Las Vegas, and maybe San Diego. A few concerts sound good right now too. Not sure which of those I want to go to. Let me know if anybody is interested in going to any. I do know what my schedule looks like for the next three months now. So please help me out and we can do something.
Party's: A few birthday's have passed including Robert's birthday, and Esther's welcome to davis party. Both were loads of fun. Some birthdays or party's coming up include Jody A., Audrey, Kevin, Jann, Jodi Welcome to America, Zack, and forgive me I forget any. I am stoked as always.
Health: As of late, my drink has been very tame. It could be because of my schedule. Alas I guess that is good. I want to healthy again. So working out will come again. As well as healthy eating. Also in case you missed my last few posts, I am still alive. I did not die over the mountain in Tahoe. Yay!
Family. My family is going through a lot right now. There is a large transition to be there for one another. My family has not always been that way. We are all doing what we can to help another out. We are all sharing the load.
Love: I am single to mingle. It is hard to transition back to the single life. I still hold many feelings for my past loves. They will always have a place in my heart. If things are meant to be, then we will be together again in some capacity. There has been lots of pain caused by myself and vice versa. It is best for us all to go our directions. When things have all settled, then perhaps we will have learned enough about ourselves and others. For now single gives me more peace to rediscover myself and rediscover the things I see in others.
Life: Generally speaking, I have been relaxed since going down the mountain. Every once in a while someone will push the wrong buttons. Overall relaxed. I still worry what my career scope brings, but I know it will be a matter of time that I find something.
More of less: I have a Nintendo DS, that I rarely ever play. I have a Samsung Sansa MP3. It is good stuff. I want to get a new computer. I will post some specs and get some opinions and try to narrow my choices.
Other thoughts: I hope to find myself again. This time away from life and love may be the best thing for me. I will travel to visit friends that are out of town in the coming weeks. Please let me know what days work best for you and I will visit. I have too much free time. And you will help clear my mind.
Thanks. Anyhow, I hope to hear from you and all enjoy the month.