today i cried a little...
Deaven left me for the army.i was mad.i am mad.i am proud.i miss him more than you can even imagine.
Then Marissa left me for california.shes a lucky girl.and im jealous.what a beautiful person.and i wish i could visit her.
Today Arielle left me for college.what a sucker.i want to see her already.
Well,my father leaves me every fucking day to go preach the gospel to "lost souls in bi-africa".i'll stay angry.i'll keep waiting.for another broken promise.But i don't believe them anymore.
Today i find out that my whore got himself fired from friendlys.he left me in that shithole.now, i have no friends.gunna hate not working with that smartass.
Tonight i realized i lost an important relationship with someone.and it won't be fixed.cause i don't care anymore.but i wish he was here.cause i miss his company.
SO now my best friend in the world is leaving for canada and i won't be able to see her for months.fuck.FUCK
i wonder why so many people leave...and why im so angry at them for doing this to me
and then i realize..all i've wanted to do for the past year was move away real far and start ALL OVER.
....so i guess I don't want to be left...but all i want to do is leave
what a fuck i am
Then Marissa left me for california.shes a lucky girl.and im jealous.what a beautiful person.and i wish i could visit her.
Today Arielle left me for college.what a sucker.i want to see her already.
Well,my father leaves me every fucking day to go preach the gospel to "lost souls in bi-africa".i'll stay angry.i'll keep waiting.for another broken promise.But i don't believe them anymore.
Today i find out that my whore got himself fired from friendlys.he left me in that shithole.now, i have no friends.gunna hate not working with that smartass.
Tonight i realized i lost an important relationship with someone.and it won't be fixed.cause i don't care anymore.but i wish he was here.cause i miss his company.
SO now my best friend in the world is leaving for canada and i won't be able to see her for months.fuck.FUCK
i wonder why so many people leave...and why im so angry at them for doing this to me
and then i realize..all i've wanted to do for the past year was move away real far and start ALL OVER.
....so i guess I don't want to be left...but all i want to do is leave
what a fuck i am