Mar 29, 2006 11:06
beach was soooooooooo much fun, although i wish i coulda stayed longer! i cant wait till summer when i can go be a beach bum for however long i want. sigh... im in troy now with nick visiting and hanging out, i think im about to go lay out bc hes in class. probably goin to bham soon to see ori and ashley and my family
you can want something to happen so badly that you dont do what you should do, but wanting doesnt make anything happen ive found out. you can also be afraid something is going to happen, but try to ignore that fact and hope that it doesnt happen, but hoping doesnt make it not happen either. thats pretty much the most confusing thing ive ever written, if you understand it im proud, but i guess bottom line is: follow your head not your heart when you make decisions. ive tried my whole life to figure out if you should follow your head or your heart, and im pretty sure due to all of my experiences ive figured out its your head. all the way.
sorry bout that im just confused about ALOT of things right now and have no clue what to do so im venting.
spring break '06 woohoo