karma sucks.....
well i really didnt want to come on here just to complain because i know people have a lot bigger more important problems... but right now no one is around i can talk to and i am really confused about things and bla bla bla so i will just tell me story here.....
so at the beginning of the year i meet my neighbor and think he is really cute but figure nothing will ever happen cuz he is always chillin with hella girls.....anyway fast forward to st patricks day.... so eric and i have been doing fine but lately he is way to busy to give me anytime and is always sleeping and im just really frustrated.... so on st patricks day rachael has a party.... i go and invite cute neighbor.... im pretty drunk and he shows up... we end up talking all night and he spends the night and yea.... so the next morning he seems like he really likes me but im thinking... im with eric and i dont want to be a cheater.... but anyway eric remains busy and i keep hanging out with neighbor boy.... and he is really cool and i am just super happy with him. finally he says he doesnt want to be the guy i cheat on my bf with so i have to make a choice... which i know.... so then saturday night i decide i want to break up with eric.... so i talk to eric on the phone (super drunk again) and tell him to call me tomorrow. so anyway i tell neighbor boy im breaking up with eric. so now its monday night.... eric has not called me and is ignoring my calls... i dont get why .... its not like i did anything to make him mad... unless i said something that i cant remember. and neighbor boy keeps saying we will hang out but then he keeps disappearing and not answering his phone... so yea now i just feel stupid.... i had two guys... both ironically named eric.... black eric and white erik.... but now black eric is not talking to me for some unknown reason.... and white erik is nowhere to be found. and i just feel stupid. but i guess its what i deserve... i always thought people who cheated on their bfs were so dumb and it was bound to catch up with them... i guess it has caught up with me... and now im left with no one. and it sucks cuz i really did like them both... eric was so much fun to be around and always made me laugh and i could just really relate to him... and erik was really caring and comforting and seemed like a really nice guy. o well i guess we will see what happens in the next few days... i guess i will just delete both their numbers and see what happens....
this is lame.... im retarded..... crap
so at the beginning of the year i meet my neighbor and think he is really cute but figure nothing will ever happen cuz he is always chillin with hella girls.....anyway fast forward to st patricks day.... so eric and i have been doing fine but lately he is way to busy to give me anytime and is always sleeping and im just really frustrated.... so on st patricks day rachael has a party.... i go and invite cute neighbor.... im pretty drunk and he shows up... we end up talking all night and he spends the night and yea.... so the next morning he seems like he really likes me but im thinking... im with eric and i dont want to be a cheater.... but anyway eric remains busy and i keep hanging out with neighbor boy.... and he is really cool and i am just super happy with him. finally he says he doesnt want to be the guy i cheat on my bf with so i have to make a choice... which i know.... so then saturday night i decide i want to break up with eric.... so i talk to eric on the phone (super drunk again) and tell him to call me tomorrow. so anyway i tell neighbor boy im breaking up with eric. so now its monday night.... eric has not called me and is ignoring my calls... i dont get why .... its not like i did anything to make him mad... unless i said something that i cant remember. and neighbor boy keeps saying we will hang out but then he keeps disappearing and not answering his phone... so yea now i just feel stupid.... i had two guys... both ironically named eric.... black eric and white erik.... but now black eric is not talking to me for some unknown reason.... and white erik is nowhere to be found. and i just feel stupid. but i guess its what i deserve... i always thought people who cheated on their bfs were so dumb and it was bound to catch up with them... i guess it has caught up with me... and now im left with no one. and it sucks cuz i really did like them both... eric was so much fun to be around and always made me laugh and i could just really relate to him... and erik was really caring and comforting and seemed like a really nice guy. o well i guess we will see what happens in the next few days... i guess i will just delete both their numbers and see what happens....
this is lame.... im retarded..... crap