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[here_i_go_again]

so i am all moved in to the apt and have been havign a lot of fun.... going out and about and seeing a lot of old friends. last night was super fun... i went to SAE with danielle, mark, and chris (matt's twin brother). and it was really fun. its weird cuz matt and i had our whole few week dating thing last year then he got weird, but last night he was being SO nice to me. which is weird because i have been hanging out with chris everynight since i have been here, and i think he is really cool. so i dont want to like twins cuz thats just weird.... but i do still care about matt, but i am having a lot of fun getting to know chris.... then last night we ended up making out.... but i dont know if its cuz the alcohol or he really has feelings. i guess i will just have to wait and see. and anyway its not like i am trying to find a boyfriend right now... im just trying to have fun. so yea who knows.
also yesterday when i was coming home from the gym greg called me. which totally stirred up my emotions... i sitll care about him so much and i dont know what i want... i just know i want him in my life... and he was the first person i ever really lloved... so yea its hard.
well i am starting school tomorrow so i have to go to bed....
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