hey ho how you doin where ya been? probably doin ho stuff cuz there you ho again
my mom is such a stupid whore
she is so mean to me
we have finally been getting along and then she has to say some hella mean thing to me... i dont know maybe she thinks i have no feelings or something cuz she always says mean stuff to me.
but the stupid thing is if i said the exact same thing to her she would start crying and give me a fat guilt trip.... what goes around comes around... yet it doesnt work like that for her.... just last week she said something mean to me but i always forgive her, but i am really over it i just dont want to talk to her or be around her... which may sound harsh or that i am a bad person, but if you know me you know all the crap from her i have dealt with and now that i am in college i definately am not going to deal with it.
the only thing i was looking forward to about coming home was seeing old friends but now i am totally over it....
people have either changed or just care about their own stuff... i mean yea there have been a couple people that it has been cool to kick it with... mostly gabe and danny cuz they are pretty much my 2 best friends now.... but lets just say as of right now it wont be hard saying bye to some people when i go back to school.
maybe i am just in a bad mood and being harsh....i dunno... o well
and i am really over joe... we used to talk for hours everynight but now i really dont care if i ever talk to him again. first he owes me money becasue he knew he had to pay me for something but didnt get the money
now he is going to japan for 2 weeks... so the only reason i want to talk to him when he gets back is to get my money then after that whatever
last night i was talking to him while he was driving to the airport... then he started lieing to me about all this crap saying he talked to my roomate and she said all this crap about me... but i know she wouldnt because we are really close... and she would especailly not tell him... andhe was just going on about it and trying to hurt my feelings or something.... well whatever i dont need people like that he is a jerk.... just like the rest of them.
can't i just go back to san diego now? i need to get out of here.....
she is so mean to me
we have finally been getting along and then she has to say some hella mean thing to me... i dont know maybe she thinks i have no feelings or something cuz she always says mean stuff to me.
but the stupid thing is if i said the exact same thing to her she would start crying and give me a fat guilt trip.... what goes around comes around... yet it doesnt work like that for her.... just last week she said something mean to me but i always forgive her, but i am really over it i just dont want to talk to her or be around her... which may sound harsh or that i am a bad person, but if you know me you know all the crap from her i have dealt with and now that i am in college i definately am not going to deal with it.
the only thing i was looking forward to about coming home was seeing old friends but now i am totally over it....
people have either changed or just care about their own stuff... i mean yea there have been a couple people that it has been cool to kick it with... mostly gabe and danny cuz they are pretty much my 2 best friends now.... but lets just say as of right now it wont be hard saying bye to some people when i go back to school.
maybe i am just in a bad mood and being harsh....i dunno... o well
and i am really over joe... we used to talk for hours everynight but now i really dont care if i ever talk to him again. first he owes me money becasue he knew he had to pay me for something but didnt get the money
now he is going to japan for 2 weeks... so the only reason i want to talk to him when he gets back is to get my money then after that whatever
last night i was talking to him while he was driving to the airport... then he started lieing to me about all this crap saying he talked to my roomate and she said all this crap about me... but i know she wouldnt because we are really close... and she would especailly not tell him... andhe was just going on about it and trying to hurt my feelings or something.... well whatever i dont need people like that he is a jerk.... just like the rest of them.
can't i just go back to san diego now? i need to get out of here.....