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well , i think things are getting better.
more smiles && everything for me , YAY.
things have been really good the last few days ,
i have the best friend / boyfriend
that i could even ask for right now.
i have the greatest time when im with him ,
always smiling && actually enjoying life.
im going to fix everything with my family ,
i know i can go back to my dads if i need to
but i don't really like it there ..
i didn't agree with the fact that
he would say shit to my friends [kayla]
about their ass or comments saying
"if you were older .." FUCK THATT.
&& i was 18 && wasn't aloud to ever
sleep out no matter what ?
who are you kidding , im a girl.
girls have sleepovers && all that.
but i do miss coming home to those
dinners he cooked. big dinners :D
everynight was something different
&& very delicious at that :P
i love my dad && i do miss living there
but it wouldn't work again ..
he's way of still "taking care" of me
is like if i were still 8 ..
im not && he will never change lol.
my sister moved && he still expects
a call everyday && all that.
my mom would always let us go on
our own but was still there ..
my mom is cool as hell lol ,
when we got along that is :D
my mom did alot for me that
she didn't agree with ..
she didn't like that nick moved in ,
but she did it because i wanted it ..
thats alot that i asked her for at once
but she was my mother && wanted me happy
so she did it all for me !
you tell me whos mom would let her boyfriend
that she has only been with && known
for just a little bit over a month
move in instead of going to his uncles ?
yeah , thanks mom .. for everything.
i love you mom , && i am sorry.
i know i did alot of bad shit ,
between school && friends ..
but i finally grew up && realized
i treated you like shit.
your my mother && bestfriend.
you did so much for me
&& it took me forever to realize.
thanks , for being there ..
&& beating the shit outta me
when i would fuck up in school lol.
okay so today i have to pack ..
the dumonds && the boyfriends lol ,
are going on vaycay to mexico ..
&& im staying with Pearn for a week.
thats if his mom doesn't complain lol.
blumsburg is next weekend ,
but i don't think we're going now.
idk , i don't care really either.
i wanted to go since i never been camping
but it's okay .. im still going to have fun
&& be with my babyy for this whole week :D
well , i got to go shower && pack ..
so i can try && be ready before
Pearn gets outta work && gets me.
more smiles && everything for me , YAY.
things have been really good the last few days ,
i have the best friend / boyfriend
that i could even ask for right now.
i have the greatest time when im with him ,
always smiling && actually enjoying life.
im going to fix everything with my family ,
i know i can go back to my dads if i need to
but i don't really like it there ..
i didn't agree with the fact that
he would say shit to my friends [kayla]
about their ass or comments saying
"if you were older .." FUCK THATT.
&& i was 18 && wasn't aloud to ever
sleep out no matter what ?
who are you kidding , im a girl.
girls have sleepovers && all that.
but i do miss coming home to those
dinners he cooked. big dinners :D
everynight was something different
&& very delicious at that :P
i love my dad && i do miss living there
but it wouldn't work again ..
he's way of still "taking care" of me
is like if i were still 8 ..
im not && he will never change lol.
my sister moved && he still expects
a call everyday && all that.
my mom would always let us go on
our own but was still there ..
my mom is cool as hell lol ,
when we got along that is :D
my mom did alot for me that
she didn't agree with ..
she didn't like that nick moved in ,
but she did it because i wanted it ..
thats alot that i asked her for at once
but she was my mother && wanted me happy
so she did it all for me !
you tell me whos mom would let her boyfriend
that she has only been with && known
for just a little bit over a month
move in instead of going to his uncles ?
yeah , thanks mom .. for everything.
i love you mom , && i am sorry.
i know i did alot of bad shit ,
between school && friends ..
but i finally grew up && realized
i treated you like shit.
your my mother && bestfriend.
you did so much for me
&& it took me forever to realize.
thanks , for being there ..
&& beating the shit outta me
when i would fuck up in school lol.
okay so today i have to pack ..
the dumonds && the boyfriends lol ,
are going on vaycay to mexico ..
&& im staying with Pearn for a week.
thats if his mom doesn't complain lol.
blumsburg is next weekend ,
but i don't think we're going now.
idk , i don't care really either.
i wanted to go since i never been camping
but it's okay .. im still going to have fun
&& be with my babyy for this whole week :D
well , i got to go shower && pack ..
so i can try && be ready before
Pearn gets outta work && gets me.