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i just realized , im jealous of her. i really am.
i wish i could kill her , so he would come back to me.
i was always happy with him , every guy now seems to have something ..
that i just hate about them or annoys me.
he would have done some of the things ,
but they didn't annoy me with him ?
because thats what made me just love him so much.
now it seems like i get annoyed with even being touched ,
&& i don't even want anything from any other guy anymore.
even if im under the influence of anything !
goddddddd , i wish i could just go back.
i would have never left with a goodbye.
i would have told you i was not going anywhere.
we needed to talk it out but we didn't.
you ran because you were hurt ! we both know you were hurt ,
but we both also know that you aren't the guy to show it.
well , it was too late when it happened.
it fucked with my head && now i can't forget it.
i can't forget the words you said to me ,
i won't ever forget the feeling i got ..
when you hold me tight because you knew i couldn't sleep ,
you knew i couldn't sleep alone without anything.
syou would never let go of me no matter what.
but you did now didn't you ?
you let me go when neither of us wanted to.
now im stuck in the position of confusion.
i can't help but hurt when im without you.
it's been so long && im still stuck on the thought ,
the thought of me being your number one again.
i know how to take care of you ..
the you now && forever.
she doesn't know you now && she didn't then.
if she did then , then she wouldn't have left you
she wouldn't have crushed you in the first place.
she wouldn't have done you wrong at all ,
she wouldn't have done the worst too you.
i know what kills you ,
what she did kills you.
so why would you go back to it ?
do you want to get hurt again ?
are you ready , are you prepared for it ?
take it all in , do it yourself.
the hurt you had , i have now.
i still have it from so long ago ,
but it's hard because it's known to me ,
that it's not going to go away.
the only way it's going to disappear ,
is if i find a man just like you !
but thats not humanly possible.
you baby , are always going to be ..
one of a kind ♥
i wish i could kill her , so he would come back to me.
i was always happy with him , every guy now seems to have something ..
that i just hate about them or annoys me.
he would have done some of the things ,
but they didn't annoy me with him ?
because thats what made me just love him so much.
now it seems like i get annoyed with even being touched ,
&& i don't even want anything from any other guy anymore.
even if im under the influence of anything !
goddddddd , i wish i could just go back.
i would have never left with a goodbye.
i would have told you i was not going anywhere.
we needed to talk it out but we didn't.
you ran because you were hurt ! we both know you were hurt ,
but we both also know that you aren't the guy to show it.
well , it was too late when it happened.
it fucked with my head && now i can't forget it.
i can't forget the words you said to me ,
i won't ever forget the feeling i got ..
when you hold me tight because you knew i couldn't sleep ,
you knew i couldn't sleep alone without anything.
syou would never let go of me no matter what.
but you did now didn't you ?
you let me go when neither of us wanted to.
now im stuck in the position of confusion.
i can't help but hurt when im without you.
it's been so long && im still stuck on the thought ,
the thought of me being your number one again.
i know how to take care of you ..
the you now && forever.
she doesn't know you now && she didn't then.
if she did then , then she wouldn't have left you
she wouldn't have crushed you in the first place.
she wouldn't have done you wrong at all ,
she wouldn't have done the worst too you.
i know what kills you ,
what she did kills you.
so why would you go back to it ?
do you want to get hurt again ?
are you ready , are you prepared for it ?
take it all in , do it yourself.
the hurt you had , i have now.
i still have it from so long ago ,
but it's hard because it's known to me ,
that it's not going to go away.
the only way it's going to disappear ,
is if i find a man just like you !
but thats not humanly possible.
you baby , are always going to be ..
one of a kind ♥