Nov 24, 2005 17:33
Happy Thanksgiving !! ♥
i am at my daddy's ♥
spending time with my sister .. i love her
talking on the computer to some hawties.
ate a little while ago :P
i am so effin` full it's not even funny
i ate a piece of cake right when i got here ,
i had a bite and i was full :]
thank god , i have been loosing weight.
15 pounds now ♥ ♥
maybe thats why guys talk to me now lol. :P
my friend is trying to hook me up with her cousin.
he lives in Staten Island. he said he would come visit me :/
he is Italian and irish ? Blonde hair , Blue eyes.
he is 17. he has a truck. just like what i want lol.
well , but a newer one. ♥ JEALOUS lol
it's my birthday in 4 days. i get y license.
i wonder who will remember lol ..
i am probably going out to dinner for my birthday
with someone. haven't desided yet lol.
Myke and Elise maybe ? maybe even joe ?
idk yet. idk what i want anymore.
all i know is that i am going to be 17 and have my license
and i won't have to worry about anything.
i won't have to sit home and get depressed like i did or do lol ?
i have been really confused lately.
everything just happens so quickly it's really not funny.
it needs to deffinitly stop. like now or soon.
first my dog die. within less then 4 hours
we found out what he had and had to choose what we were going to do with him :[
we obviously just put him to sleep. :'[
than jess' 1 year came up. DAMN , doesn't feel like a year.
then nick. now that shit was quick. lol , but i a ALOT better now.
all in about a week , yeah crazy shit.
and it's all still hitting me hard.
my brother comforted me today ..
when i was crying .. he was talking to me about STUFF that was going on.
he hugged me , rubbed my back .. he was , MY BROTHER ♥
sometimes , he is a complete ass. but others i get along with him so well.
well , im going to go watch lost with Nikki some more.
happy thanksgiving again everyone. i wish mine was better
♥ ♥