gratitude for lessons past
Today I felt a sharp sense of grief and sadness over friendships lost. I had even reached out to them to catch up in a moment, lacking clarity. Social media immediately depressing me, thinking I am so far behind from certain people, but realizing that is me giving up my power. That these friendships have given me insight and strength, but that it is time to move forward into terrains unknown, internationally.
it is ok that these relationships fizzled out. these individual's successes are positive and do not put me down in any way other than my own mental jurisdiction.
reintroduction of friend's that have similar endeavors and travel goals. recognizing that we are not a part of this American community; discovering our own place in this world.
one way ticket to Netherlands. in May. A year after the initial conception. possible pop into Ethiopia. to break lease and sell car or not... wait until the decision has been made, after the voyage.
it is ok that these relationships fizzled out. these individual's successes are positive and do not put me down in any way other than my own mental jurisdiction.
reintroduction of friend's that have similar endeavors and travel goals. recognizing that we are not a part of this American community; discovering our own place in this world.
one way ticket to Netherlands. in May. A year after the initial conception. possible pop into Ethiopia. to break lease and sell car or not... wait until the decision has been made, after the voyage.