so i havent updated inna while, but im having the worst break ever!
My best friend who i love and adore came down this week who i barely ever get to see. when i say barely,oh boy do i mean it. i saw him one day. monday, i told my friend over and over again that i didnt wanna go snowboarding cause i realy wanted to see him but she assured me id be able to see him tuesday. well of course on tuesday he was busy and didnt come home till late and he was leaving wednesday morning at 7:30 so i wouldent even get to say goodbye. and snowboarding sucked and was not worth it and i wish i stuck to my gut and never went. i told her i shouldent have went. and on tuesday i cryed for the longest time and the tears just kept coming and i was being so stupid and i was taking my anger out in all the wrong ways. i cant belive how stupid i am .i didnt even take a picture of us together.thats how short of a time i got to see him. we planned on taking pictures and everything, but no i had to go snowboarding.
I HATE MYSELF SOMETIMES.
and then i came up with the idea that i set my alarm clock to wake me up at 7 so i can run down and see him before he leaves
my alarm clock never went off
and when i woke up it was 8
8!
if i woke up just a half an hour earlier i would have been able to see him!
im officaly the biggest screw up in the whole entire world!!!
I HATE MYSELF SOMETIMES.
and then i came up with the idea that i set my alarm clock to wake me up at 7 so i can run down and see him before he leaves
my alarm clock never went off
and when i woke up it was 8
8!
if i woke up just a half an hour earlier i would have been able to see him!
im officaly the biggest screw up in the whole entire world!!!